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lightheaded

by totem

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1.
dert 01:19
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i made a wish, a kiss goodbye from where it was born it tied itself around my arms my body's shaking and i can't keep from taking my eyes off of the spool, it's cruel a'lure no matter what i do, or where i tug my limbs on a whim i'm back, i'm bound to scream "i will find a way, even if it takes all night, you'll shave into a knife"
2.
adore, erode 03:07
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as long as no one else knows, you can be you can be a swedish fish as long as no one else knows, you can be- the tongue is a ladder, a fire escape hatch wading in alligator infested water the ear is a trampoline, solution of saline praying to capsize, it's failing why don't you speak why won't you speak for me i've got the IV drip, it's flowing to the source from the blood was stolen the ringing sine nailed in my ears won't leave- until your eyes begin to peel back, run astray and don't roll back in fear of what my tongue has hatched the alligators are choking me hands slip and i can barely breathe barely breathe barely breathe the skin doesn't matter, disposable wrapper laden with high fructose and prone to shatter the mind is a mailbox, chiseled by mail trucks nightmares of groundhog day- and dirty socks as long as no one else knows, you can be you can be a swedish fish
3.
dirty room 03:32
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fluorescent dots on a black map reeling to glow, they can’t help that reeling to stop i want control, your mouth and soul the only thing in your sight- binded pupils i want to lose, submit and refuse my whims replace them with yourself-ish sins schottky diodes are creeping no more search for meaning i thought we were both dead dots but the black map is longer than i had thought
4.
dreams of glue 01:36
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broken locks and withered strings our own respite, abandoning those barbered piers, flooded ever since you shone a den on rotting stilts... help... a resonating thread bore out her guts and filled them up with red those irides will spread to taste the fleeting glance across her lips things seemed like they might transpire into some limbic fantasy our limbs begin to kite high as we bear to pass the atmosphere
5.
soretonin 03:09
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so long serotonin the nights you spent lulling back and forth to find a way outside and it took no effort to bring yourself out there where everything seemed perfect the spotlight on your forehead and you thought you had it someone you trusted more than anything but now, it takes a rest the seams along this puppet fold where yours coalesce the string we knead is bitter twine, a reel that no longer aligns impoverish my soles syringe my limbs with tetanospasmin all in all in took too long to make the right holes finally the pores are brimming, my head spinning but now, it's all a mess the seams along this puppet fold! the lightness in my head oh, i adore you the sight of incandescence finds more longing so long serotonin the nights you spent biking down the block to find a way inside and it, it took no effort... and it, it took no effort...
6.
routine wet dream 02:02
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why don’t you give it a rest? i know my limits, and i swear, i’ll be fine! i'll be alright... and maybe if my tongue could climb it’d find a cave inside your mind to say the things that can’t be said but spit is our only thread your eyes are not enough to tell what’s wrong i know that this might be my only shot your eyes are not enough just scream...
7.
time machine 01:37
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and it’s all splitting into two’s animating wistful scenes of loneliness, the only if’s for the lessons ahead i believe in the spine, the backbone of time is bound by something divine divine, divine, divine divine, divine, divine divine, divine, divine brine the bleeding scabs in iodine to find the time the treatment leaves a stain you can’t conceal, it will not peel you can’t conceal, but it might heal the bone
8.
deleriation 00:26
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fireworking wrist 01:56
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i let your eyes tie a string around my wrist if you're wondering how this feels, i can't resist your glow my arms, they begin to float- the words are just caught in my throat i let your eyes tie a string around my wrist the wooden spine's got chills in it, i know that it's gotta twitch sometime my arms, they begin to float- oh...
10.
copacabana 03:34
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run from the strait fleeing towards heights unseen where her voice will collide, underneath your feet and the only way to find itself is crying help from me oh, denial below me oh, denial below me oh, denial below me below me, below me below me, ahwhawhawha below me, below me, below me, ahwhahahwha ahwahawhahawahahwhawha... hold from the saint healing those who won't stray where her voice will completely dissolve those worn strings untie the nylonic disease it seemed like yesterday was gone and i could finally see something worth living for, something green why... does it seem so cold... i can't even feel... my own throat i'm all on my own... concrete crosses along the perimeter i'm exhausted, gagged up no longer
11.
petrichor 01:06
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it's confusing, i've been chasing that great white hole the tattered velvet spins and i can't keep hold for a split second, i'm dying to see it clear, not double, there's pleasure beneath the fold but you are, a pair, of scissors across the sheets with eyes, you lock, my pupils till both spheres meet they're tied, now- you've sewn it up i never thought i'd come so close you are the other side of the fold
12.
lightheaded 01:58
13.
spree 02:17
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glowy, holy night don't wane, don't be shy it will not end it can not set it will not end for i have spent too much and said it will not end it can not set it will not end oh will not end holy, lonely night you are the defining oh please just stay for one more song oh please just say that it's still dark enough to play oh please just stay for one last song oh please just stay, oh please i pray glowy, holy night don't wane, don't be shy
14.
lime dance 02:12

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happy-appy-mappy, songs recorded during my highschool years. finding a voice, discovering friends, emotions ranging from ridiculously elated to severely down-trodden

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released February 11, 2013

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family film Miami, Florida

music by chris aitken

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